What happens when your spiritual awakening goes quiet?
In this deeply personal solo episode, Will does something different; recording his thoughts while walking, right in the middle of a season where spirituality felt distant, joy felt muted, and life felt heavy. No studio. No script. Just an honest exploration of what happens when modern spirituality collides with real-world challenges.
From family health struggles and burnout, to surrender, presence, and an unexpected moment of reconnection, this episode is a reminder that spiritual growth isn’t a straight line...it’s a spiral. And sometimes, feeling disconnected is not failure… it’s part of the process.
More importantly, Will doesn’t just share the story, he offers practical, grounded steps you can take to reconnect with:
- Presence
- Joy
- Consciousness
- And your own sense of spiritual awakening
In This Episode, You’ll Explore:
- Why trying to “feel spiritual” often pushes presence further away
- How surrender can unlock healing when control fails
- The role environment and energy play in consciousness and emotional well-being
- Why joy is usually quiet, subtle, and easy to miss
- A powerful reframe for spiritual awakening when life feels heavy
- Simple, realistic practices to reconnect with yourself, even when motivation is low
Why This Episode Matters
If you’ve ever questioned your soul purpose, doubted your path, or wondered why intuition and connection suddenly feel muted, this conversation will remind you that nothing has gone wrong.
Sometimes, awakening isn’t about rising higher. Sometimes, it’s about coming back to the moment you’re already in.
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Hey there, Welcome to a new episode of The Skeptic
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Meant Physicians. This one's a little different because I'm not
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sure if you can hear the people all around me
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or not. I'm gonna see if I can do some
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audio magic to make it sound the best I can.
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But the fact is, I'm outside walking this time while
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I'm recording this for you, because I had some thoughts
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that all of a sudden I was pushed to share
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with you. So that's what this episode is going to
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be about. It's probably going to be pretty raw and
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pretty revealing about me in certain ways, So bear with
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me if things get a little weird. All right, You're
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probably wondering what's on my mind? Right? What was so
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important that I had to go out for a walk
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to record this for you. Well, it is December thirtieth,
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I believe, or twenty ninth, I don't know. It's getting
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close to New Year's Eve as i'm recording this. When
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you hear this, you will already have probably listened to
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our New Year's Eve episode where I actually took some
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time to sit down and write my thoughts down on
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paper before recording the episode. This was gonna be a
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little different. This one is just me walking and speaking
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to you. So that's why I say it might get
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a little wild and woolye for a little bit, So
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bear with me, all right. So it is as I'm
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taping this, as I'm recording this is just a day
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or two or three before New Year's Eve, and we
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are visiting family in Florida, and I gotta be honest
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with you guys. The last I don't know how many months,
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I just have not been feeling it, like, I've not
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been feeling spiritual at all, certainly going through the motions.
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I'm doing the interviews and following through on everything and
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refreshing the page on New Reality TV, releasing all the
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new episodes that we have available for you, creating a newsletter,
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sending it out so people know what shows our new
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this particular week, things like that. However, I have not
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really been feeling the spiritualness of it all for quite
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a while, and I was starting to get really really
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bummed about it. The genesis of this bummed out ness,
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I would say it comes very strictly, probably from the
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three D world. Not a lot of the people know
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about this, but we've been dealing with some challenges as
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a family, and not just the immediate family, but our
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extended family as well. I'll share some of those with
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you here, but some of them aren't my story to tell,
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so I'm going to be a little big about some
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of the things, so again, bear with me. He seems
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to be the theme of this episode for a while.
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Some of you might not already know, my dad has
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been battling dementia for a while. He's in his eighties,
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and he's super stubborn and refuses to believe that anything
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is wrong with him, which then leads, unfortunately, my mother
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to be the caretaker that has to fight and argue
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with him to let him know that things aren't going
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as well as he's thinking they are. I don't want
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to go to too many details, but long story short,
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we try to get him into a place. My mother
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couldn't handle the way that my father was not happy
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about what we're trying to do, so she caved and
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the sole caretaker of my dad. Not because of any
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other reason other than we live very far away from
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each other. I live in Florida, who live in Virginia.
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of energy and joyfulness she was. I always remember my
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mom being very joyful, but I don't see her that
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way anymore, sadly, because as my father deteriorates, my mother
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gets the brunt of that deterioration, and her joy of
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life has been all but snuffed out, which makes me
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endlessly sad to see the changes in her. So that's
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one thing that's happening. On Karen's side of the family.
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the family. Again, like I said, it's not my sort
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of tell, but gets some ideas that had some challenges there.
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cancer a while back. Thankfully everything is with that, but
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we've had some issues. But Karen ran into some health
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issues that she had to deal with, some fairly serious
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issues that we have been battling for the last few months.
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definitely something that's not not been fun. It's been a
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lot of doctor's visits and treatments and just things that
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are way way less than ideal. On top of that,
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things at work have been very weird I've just pretty
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much waiting period where it just feels like I don't
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bring any value to my work, so I throw myself
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into other things. But it seems like every time we
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try to do something, it backfires in some way. It
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because I don't want to make this all about woe
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is me. That's not the point of this recording, but
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I think how I may be where I am at
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the moment. The crux of it is that I find
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myself driving to Florida any rented jeep. Oh, that's right.
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I forgot a very important thing about a week before Christmas,
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I had to undergo some unexpected oral surgery. I had
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to have a bone graft put in in anticipation of
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two implants. And if you've ever had to go through
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a bone graph procedure, well, it's not really for the
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faint of heart. It's not a lot of fun. And
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it being a week before Christmas. Of course, after being
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put under entirely under general anesthesia for the bone graph procedure,
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I was in quite a bit of pain. And now
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I find myself driving to Flora up in anticipation of
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a Christmas dinner with the family, in which Karen always
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makes my most favorite meal of the year. She only
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makes it once, and that's a Christmas She makes beef Wellington.
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And I'm telling you you have not had a Christmas
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dinner more amazing than Karen's beef Wellington. And if you
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don't know what that is, look it up, because it is. Oh,
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it's so good. But anyway, I look forward to it
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every year. It is served once a year, only at
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Christmas time. And here I am with a brand new
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starter bone graft in my mouth, knowing that likelihood is
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that I probably won't be able to eat the beef Wellington.
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I know, Oh, poor baby, that's so sad. You have
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so many troubles in your life. That's so terrible. I
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understand it's super petty. I totally get it. But I
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always tell my daughter the issues, the problems, the challenges
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that we run into are very big to us, even
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if they're very little in the grand scheme of things.
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In the grand scheme of things, when you think about it,
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all problems that we are obsessed with are really no
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big deal in the great grand scheme of things. Now.
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Don't get me wrong, I know there are far, far,
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far bigger challenges than me not being able to keep
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me willington at Christmas time. But when it comes to
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the grandness of it all, when you think about the
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fact that we are just tiny specks standing, sitting, laying
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living on a dirt ball, hurling at thousands and thousands
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of miles an hour through space in the middle of
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a vast cosmos that dwarfs anything, we could possibly even
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imagine the fact that I can't have be willing today
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Christmas time. It seems a little minute of a problem,
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and it is. It's a very minute problem, but compounded
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with everything else going on, it just led to a boohoo.
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I do not feel like Christmas, and quite frankly, it's
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kind of how I felt for the last few Christmases.
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Last year. Karen got sick during Christmas. She was very
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badly sick. She had the flu I think it was,
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and we had my brother and his kids with us,
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so we were hoping to have a really nice Christmas,
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only to find that it was not a very nice
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Christmas because it was just us, and we're not that
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good at entertaining ourselves or following the traditions that we
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have for Christmas. Really, Karen has always been the heart
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of the family and she is no longer available. So
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we did what we could. We made the best of it.
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It was a nice time, but it could have been
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much much better, right, It just seemed like it's always that,
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It's always a story. You could always be just a
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little bit better or the way it was. And so
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now back to the car. I'm finding myself in the
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car getting down to Florida to spend Christmas with a family,
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knowing that I'm just not feeling it. I haven't really
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been meditating because I just haven't been feeling it the
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oral surgery. Out Right before the oral surgery, I had bronchitis,
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so I didn't have the energy to go work out.
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I didn't have the energy to do much of anything.
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and things just things just oh, it was just ah.
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I grew up in Connecticut, and in Connecticut, Christmases are
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magical at least in the mind of a twelve, thirteen, fourteen,
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fifteen year old kid, when you wake up in the
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morning Christmas morning and you see all the presents under
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the tree. You look out the window and it's maybe
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three inches or four inches of snow on the ground,
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and we really are enjoying what is truly known as
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the magic of Christmas, right, the white Christmas and the cool,
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chill air and the beauty of it all. And here
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was going to Saint Augustine, Florida, the oldest continuously occupied
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city in the United States, and it was seventy five
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degrees and so I wasn't feeling it. Long story short,
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I was not feeling it. We get to our airbnb
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in Saint Augustine and we unpacked the car, and I
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start dealing with a bad migraine because the pain in
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my jaw is radiating into my neck, which then triggers
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in migraine. So it's just a lot of bad things happening.
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has been going these days, just one challenge after another
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after another after another. And I decided that instead of
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fighting my way through this holiday season, I'm just going
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to surrender allow the universe to show me what I'm
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supposed to experience, and go through whatever it is I'm
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supposed to go through, and just try to roll with
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whatever the universe is giving me. That seems to be
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the theme of our trip this time around. Well, that night,
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my sister in law had gotten us reservations at a
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really beautiful little restaurant in an inn in Saint Augustine, Florida,
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followed by a trolley ride in downtown Saint Augustine. They
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call it the Night of Lights, where the entire city
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is just lit up for Christmas with Christmas lights and
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all that kind of stuff. We had dinner and night
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of course had soup because I can't really eat anything
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that's too hard, but it was delicious soup. It was amazing.
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The food was great, the company was wonderful. We went
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into the trolley. We started, actually we started walking towards
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the trolley through downtown Saint Augustine, and the energy was magical.
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Everyone around us was laughing and smiling and really just
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enjoying themselves. And I thought, wow, this, this does not
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seem like the Saint Augustine that I remember when I
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when I was a kid. I came to visit when
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I was a kid. We get to the trolley, we
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get on it and there's apple cider there, and there's
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sugar cookies and elves and people dressed up as Santa,
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and all kinds of jolly cheer happening. And we get
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on the trolley and we're going through the little tiny
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cobblestone streets of Saint Augustine, Florida, with this beautiful light
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everywhere around you. They gave us these like three D glasses,
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but instead of three D glasses, they made all the
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lights the halos run the lights, they made them look
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like snowflakes. And as we're going through the trolley, the
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trolley he's playing Christmas carols and the drivers encouraging us
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to sing along with the Christmas carols and yelling out
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Merry Christmas. The people who were driving by, and there
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was a ton of people on the streets walking everywhere.
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Everyone would sing along with the trolley driver, whether they
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were on the trolley or on the sidewalks as we
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were passing by. They just there was this this feeling
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of joy, of magic everywhere he went. And suddenly it
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hit me that it was a choice. It was a
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total choice, that every one of these people were just
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choosing to enjoy themselves, enjoy the atmosphere, the environment, the
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Christmas lights, the Christmas carols, the good cheer. Everyone was
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laughing and smiling. People would give high fives to each
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other from the t to the sidewalking back. It was
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just unbelievable. It was a type of joy that is
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super contagious. And before I knew it, that contagion who
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I kind of started overcoming me and I started to
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smile and to feel the joy and the feel of
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Christmas came over me like it hasn't done in years.
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And I looked over at Karen, who was sitting next
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to me, and then to my other side where my
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daughter was sitting next to me, and I could not
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imagine a better place to be at that particular point
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in time. And I'm not saying it's easy to do,
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you know, it's not. Every day is Christmas. You can't
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go somewhere where everyone is full of joy and happiness
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and Christmas cheer. But what you can do is to
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